Caffeine!!!!!!

Well, it is official. I'm addicted.
I'm actually quite mad at myself right now. I used to hate coffee, the taste of it, everything about it. Well, recently I learned I love it. And so I drank it every day for two weeks straight. And then, I stopped. Worst idea ever. I have had headaches galore and mood swings, which really can be fun, just not when you're crabby. I hate being crabby. It makes me wanna punch myself in the face. Crabby people make me so mad, so when I'm crabby I get mad at myself, which then makes me even more crabby. It's kind of a vicious cycle.
Anywho, today I finally gave in. I drank coffee. And, it was glorious! My headache is gone and I have energy. A lot of energy!
So, this weekend I was to hitch a ride with Emily and Adam home and of course I wouldn't have a car, so I'd have to drive my dad's pontiac solstice. Well, my mommy got sick. So I drove her home. So.... No driving the solstice this weekend. :( Oh well! I'm glad I could help my mommy out! And on the bright side, I do love my car!
My mom decided she wanted to take me to a movie, she's the best (she even got me out of my sweats and into jeans). I think she's realizing how boring I am lately. Honestly, I wouldn't even want to hang out with me. Yup, I'm that lame! It's quite sad. I always notice when I'm sad, all I need is some God time. God's so amazing! Seriously, He's always there when you need Him, and we all need Him every second of our lives. Well, I read 1 Peter 4. And it was a great and very necessary reminder of how I need to live for God and not for myself. Daily, I find myself living for me, but my life should be lived for God. I want so badly to glorify God in all I do. Isn't it great how God sent Jesus to cover our sins for us? It makes me sooooo giddy just thinking about it! Even more giddy than caffeine ever could. I'm so glad God loved us, horrible sinners, and sent Jesus to wash away our sins. On that note, here's a link to one of my favorite worship songs. http://listen.grooveshark.com/#/search/songs/?query=jesus%2C%20thank%20you (I hope that works, if not, it's Jesus, Thank You by Sovereign Grace Music)
Here's the lyrics:

The mystery of the cross I cannot comprehend
The agonies of Calvary
You the perfect Holy One, crushed Your Son
Who drank the bitter cup reserved for me

Your blood has washed away my sin
Jesus, thank You
The Father’s wrath completely satisfied
Jesus, thank You
Once Your enemy, now seated at Your table
Jesus, thank You

By Your perfect sacrifice I’ve been brought near
Your enemy You’ve made Your friend
Pouring out the riches of Your glorious grace
Your mercy and Your kindness know no end

Lover of my soul
I want to live for You